| Raining sheep and goats |
[Jun. 25th, 2007|06:09 pm] |
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Ive never seen rain like it! Even me one all for extreme weather conditions, (once spent 2 hours outside in hurricane Francis, wearing a bin liner) am getting bored of heavy rain, its summer! Need sun, to vacate my winter white bits. It took me twice as long to get home today, stupid flood waters, even had my windscreen wipers on super speed!
Also today had a delivery – 700kilos of booklets! Yes I got wet! My granddads fields are totally flooded, think will have a trip to see them later, al though wont be able to make it to see grandma as shes strandard due to floods, could get the dingy out, feel in a dangerous stupid mood, although not a getting wet mood!
Well I just spent about 30 mins at my computer doing a quiz called the “never-ending movie quiz!” attracted by the never-ending bit of the title I thought id give it a go! After 25 mins I was beginning to wonder when this quiz was going to end, then it hit me! The “never-ending movie” quiz must be never-ending, its never going to end, sometimes I have the same IQ as a frog, probally even less!!
Weekend went ok!:
Bosses leaving due was good, although I didn’t really pace myself! 3 pints in the first hour(5-6), and carried on at a good rate, cant remember much, although remember thinking I cant drink any more as im stuffed, and I should drink more spirits next time! Didn’t do anything stupid, I think! Actually been good lately! No real hang over in morning either! Bonus!
I think the boycott on the Monk is back on!
Matlock live sucked! Should have done it myself, would have been more entertaining! Although, me and Robert got to break annie and matts boat on the duck pond! Real pirates us!.
Handley Festival rocked, I never knew folk music was so energetic! I imagine certain drugs to have the same effect! A violin and a bag pipe playing Van Halen and AC/DC what more is there to be achieved in music! WOW im getting a high again even thinking abt it! A 30 min game of piggy in the middle with annies phone made great entertainment not only for us but many spectators! But as for the ho-down dancing, I thought id be a pro having done it once…. But when all the technical terms where coming out it was disaster, especially when I had to first do some spin with this barn dancing pro girl. Cocked up big style, after a few mins I bolted! Causing it to turn into a mosh pit!
Mum and Dad got seem to be now set on getting a new dog, im bit unsure, think I still miss belle, sometimes think I hear her when im alone in on my own, or expect her to be beside me when im eating toast!
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[Jun. 20th, 2007|07:10 pm] |
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Was just reading my last post and thought last week wasn’t a week from hell as there were only 2 bad things, but then I remembered I did actually walked down the garden and kick the football through mum and dads bedroom window! So that might be the 3rd, but I did actually find it really funny(and that’s not hellish), mum wasn’t best pleased with the fact she now has a boarded up window, but she soon came round, think she accepts theses things now! but my timings been great as were having a new velox? Window put in, so the guys will just replace my newly broken one at the same time, easy pickings.
Enjoyed this week at work, been relaxing as its my bosses last week, he doesn’t seem to care, hes actually one causing all the trouble and hes winding me up bit more than usual, think he will miss me! Going out straight from work tomz till late, love work nights! my plan is to pace myself to make it all the way through the night, don’t want to be fading early again, saving all my energy for the night(might be difficult as im spending the whole morning showing kids why wearing a helmets important, using an eggs as example heads). But cant have a hangover as im spending all day telling kids the same thing of Friday, wont be good me stinking of beer when kids are around!
Cycled to work again, decided its too dangerous, people are god dam idiots! I think they are trying to make me fall off, trying to knock me into the hedge or ditch by getting as close as they can to me. Going to have to find a quieter route, and maybe one that doesn’t have a 3 mile up hill stretch. Its never going to happen, im just gonna have to start verbally abusing drivers when they get too close! Or stick a sign on my back saying “getting too close my result in scratches and loss of a wing mirror”.
Also decided im getting a new saddle as I think my ischium is bruised.
Just been told a folk festival might be on the cards this weekend, surely it will be a way cool atmosphere. Also just thought its matlocklive this weekend, so that means there will be entertainment on there, bands, buskers and street entertainers, so should be an exciting weekend! Matlock is holding some things lately, other week it was an extreme sports day, which was cool, but was aimed at kids and had no stalls.
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[Jun. 17th, 2007|01:07 pm] |
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Gez it was one of those weeks, were everything was going wrong for me! A WEEK FROM HELL!
Starting off with my first case of insomnia, only 3 days, but that’s enough! How the hell I didn’t sleep on the third night il never know!
First night was ok, I can go a whole night without sleeping and just feel a bit groggy, I actually felt ok and after an hour at work wasn’t that bad at all.
Second night, no sleep again maybe an hour! Took me a while to feel anything in the morning, had to go swimming at dinner to wake up, which probally didn’t help in the long run, and didnt really help.
Then came the third night, decided to use a cooling set-up to help me sleep (a fan) but that just made me go through hot and cold spells, then came the dream of hell. A machine so clever that it could make anything!!!! Yes anything!!!!, but it was made of drain pipes and a conveyer belt! That’s all. BUT COULD I GET IT TO WORK! LIKE HELL. It just kept repeating and repeating, me just trying to make a machine that can produce anything work! The layout of the drainpipes would change, but it just had the same ending! I imagine after my journey “from here to hell” that’s what it would be like in flaming underworld! Woke up, well id been awake since about 3, so got out of bed and went to work. Nearly didn’t make walking up the hill, sat at my desk consumed as much tea as I could! Should have gone for the coffee. Did a bit of work, comprising of laminating clouds. At one point I actually thought I was hallucinating, I swear I saw a bird flying around. I put my head on the desk and next thing I know is some one is nudging me saying “rich just go home” and that’s what I did! And slept nearly all the way through till 7 in the morning! Ready for a meeting in Leicester, JOY TO THE WORLD! Did only last till two and got to go insearch of a skateboard shop. Episode of insomnia over!!!!
Woke up Saturday with a hangover after a steady night in matlock, very strange never normally have one, maybe its because I not been drinking as much.
Saturday looked so good! I was giga excited, surf looked good! And when we got there it look even better!!!!! Nearly wet my pants, but I had been needing a wee for the last 2 hours! Went to rent a suit and “sorry mate stopped renting half an hour ago!” Omg it was like being kicked in the balls. I did have a wetsuit but no one else did, but I couldn’t get in and ride the cleanest peakyest waves id seen in ages! Could I?
I think I was really grumpy and decided this was strike 2 for the week, and it was going to be a “week from hell”.
But we did head into Scarborough, which turned out to be a good trip, 80p magical panchos, trekking upto the castle, eating at winking willys and getting splashed by waves! Scarborough does smell thou, decided its because everyone there has bad wind due to all the junk food and greasy chips!
So 2 bad things in this “week of hell" (insomnia and surf), they normally come in 3s so waiting for next, thought id get a nasty injury at football, but I didn’t and we actually won also! First week in about 4 weeks were ive not been hungover, ill or still drunk(OMG last week, I don’t think I should have even drove). Was fun, and the 2 new guys who play make me laugh, even thou chaps(think that’s his name) keeps saying I make him nervous! Im hoping its my no fear approach!
Another 11 hours for another bad thing to happen, not gonna let it ruin my day yet though! May never come, but im sure its there. It might just be that I class the unusual hanger as a one of them, nah just a hangover! Might only be 2 major ones this week, but then it cant be a week of hell, I know theres a third to come.Whatever happens I hate my the weeks from hell, maybe its just the big red guy preparing me! He just don’t realise is still plan to go up, not down.
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[Jun. 12th, 2007|01:48 pm] |
OMG, its offical today i am mr Grumpy... How can i be so tired, i just cant motivate myself! My energy is just none existant, 45 mins of swimming hasnt woken me, and Blink-182 is failing also. My eyes feel like theres a little imp trying to close them constantly. Might Just have a 10 min power nap at my desk.
Stupid hot bedroom, im buying personal air-con.... or sleeping in the a freezer.
Need excitment, and surf! |
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| The HEat is on |
[Jun. 3rd, 2007|05:41 pm] |
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Im sat half naked in the hottest room in the house, which turns out to be my bed room, and I hate the heat! There best be a thunderstorm after a day like this, if not making my own with a flash light and some pots and pans.
Not added a note to here in a while, been still writing a giga(not said that in a while) long one thou, may add it, I may not! Today thou I had a few hours of boredom, not really felt like doing anything other than sitting at a computer! So thought id write in here waste a bit of time, and I also just finally after much debate (mainly with myself) join face book propally, seems ok, from when I first joined just to get some photos from matt, and said I lived in Canada to avoid getting friends, I still managed to get some, how they found me il never know. So I got 9 friends from the get go which is cool. Few I not heard from in a while, few I not heard from in ages. Im now unsure whether I go around adding everyone I know, or do I just play it cool and wait for people to add me! Ill wait for people to add me a ithink.
Listening to Roadstar, “raise your hand for the magic hat”. What a song
Life lately has been good! Seems like all ups and no downs! Maybe the downs are to come, I hope not! Maybe my week from hell, means im gonna have no downs for a while. Talking of that I finally got my car back, all fixed, still selling her, finding a replacement will be hard!
Works been really boring at the moment, other then when ive been out to schools, but that’s been rare of late so been stuck in the office, mainly sit trying to entertain myself as I have nothing todo, sometimes its good as I come up with great ideas, like how to resuce the rubber ducks(which failed), mission bag pinch (still in operation), and other poo stuff. But I think im getting bored of it! Need something new, but what, still in my limbo period of not knowing what I want to do, whether to do something exciting for a bit, and I don’t want to get into a job that turns to be a career yet. Still think I should go and live cornwall for a season, be a beach lifeguard, or work in a cool bar with a jukebox with The who on and a band playing everynight! But if I moved there, all my friends and family are still up here and I cant do that, id miss everyone too much, gez I hate life sometimes.
Think my guitar playing phase has passed again, Im back on the magic phase, cant seem to put a pack of cards and coins down….still think I should join the magic circle, but I just have a stupid fear that I wont fit in! I imagine the average age will be 52.4. I should though, might finally take me to the next level, pro magician……..o o o o o oo o just remembered, Lighty is going to let my hypnotise him!!!!! My first test subject! I know im wont be able to do it, but im gonna try! Nothing major, just trick his mind!
Not long now!
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[Apr. 3rd, 2007|05:18 pm] |
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O this week just gets worse, my chest hurts more im starting to think ive cracked a rib, or something inside is hurting. Cant seem to cuffing sleep, first day back at work, sucks. HAte being at home now belles gone, just not the same. And my head!
Just gotta laugh about it, but it hurts to laugh at the moment, everything kinda hurts!
Im worring so facking much. i dont know why! |
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| If i go crazy, and then will you still call me superman. |
[Mar. 18th, 2007|08:16 pm] |
Im in wierd mood! Im giga tired, but i feel wikid, like something cools about to happen! no idea what! I think its the musics fault, i not heard krypronite in ages, and ive now probally listened to it about 10 times in a row! not many songs get that treatment.
Found new of learning guitar tunes, thank you youtube, the guitar has take over lots of hours these last few days. my finger tips are sore, but now the bad moon is arising(what a song), save a life, and many more are at hand.
Last few days had been different! had to get my car fixed which cost too much. Il come too the best car bit next. I spent all saturday driving a tractor and trailer around slowing the traffic down on the roads, its so fun being a farmer for the day.
SO Car. Driving along, and theres an asshole right up my bumper, Grrrr, he was right behind me for a while, then i look behind and hes miles away! and i also soo sparks/flames from the back of my car,........first thoughts, SHIT! cars on fire! pull over run jump hedge and when it blows up roll and make it look good. Got out,,,,, and theres flames under car, not a little ,a lot.... and its caused by a card board box, stuck under car.... so the pyromaniac in me pulls it out with my hands, throws it into the middle of the road and start jumping on it to put it out.... would it go out,,,,would it hell, took ages! AND to top it off, im there dancing on a fire and people are just casually driving past me, giving a wide birth. It might not have been a box i was stamping on, it could have been my feet spontaniously combusting!. Where are the good people in this world?
Snowboarded today, first time. Was cool, instructor was cool, he was a bit on wierd side. I foudn it easy at first, and picked up everything ok, as long as i remembered it wasnt a surf board and to keep my bum in and upright! by 3 in after noon i was knackered and for some reason lost all ability to turn. But it was fun, im now kinda prepared for the holiday! look forward to mastering it!
Its white over with snow outside! but ive had enough snow today, it took ages to thaw my ass out! |
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[Mar. 14th, 2007|11:55 pm] |
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Herding 5 wild Cows.
Got up had breakie, and a call came through from my granddads farmer friend saying he needed help catching 5 cows that had gone wild! And my superb herding skills were needed. Was cool, but failed! The cows were crazy and run off even when we got about 100metres away! Nearly had them at one point but they ran through a barb wire fence!(CRAZY COWS, sing like crazy horses) I got very muddy and covered about 5miles while following the cows, was fun thou, but being out smarted by cows aint too good thou.
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End of an era?: got in put my lucky favourite shorts on and got my foot stuck and tore half the leg off! Had to cut them a bit so they look half ok and are not dragging on the floor, the long leg which was below the knee, is now above the knee! They’re not the same anymore! Ive had them jeans now shorts for about 6 years! And so many cool things have happened when wearing them, im going to attempt a restoration mission, if that fails im framing them.
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Ive just watched an episode of the Malcolm in the middle(what a tv show), in the episode they find a big diving board and decide to drag it home to have some crazy fun with. Part way through reece says something:
Maybe it's because I'm almost 18 now,
but lately I've been hearing this voice in my head that says,
"That's dangerous, that's stupid.
You're gonna hurt yourself."
And the old voice, the one that says,
"This is fun. Do it anyways.
They'll figure out how to save you."
It just gets quieter and quieter.
Pretty soon I won't be able to hear it at all.
But before it dies, I want to say good-bye to it the right way.
I think what ever is happening to reece is happening or happened to me!
Think im turning boring, or maybe ive always been boring(nah).
I cant remember last stupid thing Ive done, im sure I was always acting a fool and known for doing silly things. Ive not had an adventure in ages. My latest kick was when I wore my hat in work for the whole afternoon after I went swimming, everyone just said nice hat! I thought someone at least say “take it off, its against dress code”, im not sure what the dress code is though! And since then I wore it on numerous occasions, people just like it, cant blame them it is a cool hat.
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Decided im not boring! Just was a boring day!
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Miami and Cruise
Miami rocks, well Miami beach, Think I could live there, just get up in morning go for a jog or skate down the sea front, spend day lazing in the sun then chill at a cool bar at night. Actually think id have to find better things to do or id get bored, might not be best place for me, maybe spend a few weeks there.
Saw lots of mustangs and other cool American cars, some drunk girls in hotel where flashing there boobs a lot a lot. Miami also had lots of wierdos too, the guy riding around shouting on his bike with dollars attached to it.. then the guy who was cycling with a cat on his head/shoulders. That’s was one hell of cat.
Went in the weirdest second-hand shop ever, just clothing everything from baseball tops, police uniform to frilly skirts, even wigs. Dam why didnt I buy something.
Also witnessed the national pretzel eating competition, omg 21 in 10 mins.
Cruise was cool too, met loads of cool people from everywhere, Argentina, Brazil, Loads of different us states, Norway, Belgium. New York tom, my bar trick solving partner, nothing could beat us(although it did take us about 5 days to solve one trick). Some gay guy Patrick from LA tried chatting me up, then the next night said sorry he was drunk and got me a drink, a drink! he was still trying it bloody on! He was ok thou. Met a cool American girl from north Carolina, she was pretty with nice eyes and fake boobs(not a fan, but they were ok). Got on well and had a good laugh. we got in the hot tub at midnight when the pool deck party was taking place, about 200 people thought we were crazy. Excellent!
Became a bit famous with the bar staff after turning the cards tricks on them, mine was pure magic! After showing them my ambitious card routine I only paid for about 1 drink a night, and I was drinking alot. I did give Alan(coolest bar man ever) the best deck of cards you can buy(which I had never used) and showed him a few tricks in exchange too. But then worried a bit when at the big magic show the magican(who was ok, anyone can do a bill switch) said ive heard theres a few magicians onboard, and went on about the magicians code! Oppps.
I miss that bar!
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Bring on the power cosmic, made my surf board to complete my silver surfer costume. Looking good!
American Girl is obsessed with me! I wish id not said I had a good time and that I missed her now(o and why rich did u put the hinder chorus down) Sometimes I do wonder what is going on in your head! She emailing me about 5 times a day, at first it was nice, but now after a phone call and still 5 emails a day AND a birthday present im beginning to fear for my safety, staying off of myspace for a while. American girls do have a thing for English guys!
My car is nearly ready be back on the road, yuuuha.
Looking forward to super hero party, just to see people costumes and have a good time!
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Superhero party = super in so many ways
Everyone looked sooo dam good! Except Smurf who took all of 2minutes and 4 seconds to get ready, if that.
Superman, Victor Von Doom, catwoman, batwoman, venom, she-ra, green lantern, hulk, the shadow, egghead, Electra, cant remember any others
Felt like someone from the darkness with my suit at my waste. Played drinking games, and the good old usual stuff. Plus more!
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Football was great muddy as usual, just the way I like it,
Glad things were ok(my greatest fear, no longer a worry, but I knew it wouldn’t have been I just worry),
Porsche now back on the road, missed her dearly and the music I had in her.
Wonder if it was just a drunken moment.
23 tomorrow, sounds old, but its just a number.
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Me bday, Started of so great! Never knew I could smile so much 2. But then I woke up and went to work, 2 meetings in a day, why not just feed me sleeping tablets! How I stayed awake will remain a mystery, other than that I didn’t do much work, and I was happy, but I couldn’t help it no matter how boring the day was, I was happy. Still Im gonna try and never work on my birthday again.
23 feels the same!
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I love the snow, but decided I have to dislike it sometimes. And this is one of those times, dam snow!
Still I will settle with the good old snowman making!
- Snow man making ok, made best snowman ever had legs and torso almost real, but I go to get the camera to take a pic and come back to find him destroyed, aliens or little kids hiding, il never know. Made a new one, hes cool, but will never be as good, was a masterpiece.
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Valentines day, I have now gone 23 years without getting anything (not including jokes and when I was got a card when I was abt 5) But I don’t care, the days a money making farce! I only probably say that as ive never gotten anything. Debated whether to send something, but it would go against my present principles.
Today was funny thou, some how the leg bit of my boxers shrunk at work, or my legs swelled up, either way it was dam uncomfy I resorted to taking some scissors to the toilet and cutting them open! I just hope no one saw me take the scissors with me. There now giga comfy.
O 7balled smurf at pool, I didn’t make him run round the table naked thou, I cant even bare the thought
Gez, never gonna finish this application form! Stupid stupid distractions! Everything is a bloody distraction sometimes!
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DIE GOD DAM JOB APPLICATION!
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Finally my job application is in!
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Sisters party 21st, was fun, the pooest DJ ever, think he had 1 CD!
I was one of the first there so started drinking early, not a good thing, I think I was a bit on the drunk side! Along with Uncle ian. Hit kate by accident, thought it was rob, the fool kept trying to touch some old ladies bum who forced me into dancing with her! Old drunk people are sometimes scary!
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Got job interview! O yeah! Got to do a presentation! O crap!
A good night at the pav, although the music didn’t seem upto scratch, and there was a funny smell around in places and it was in places I was sometimes, I think it was following me, like something of round the twist! The company is great, anything else is amazing! But is it right or is it wrong! Think its against what I would say and others may say. but it feels right, but is that wrong. I feel like a bastard when I think about it, but when it happend I just forget about everything else. 3
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Haunted hotel? I did hear foot steps, but I think It was just the person in the room above me, if not maybe it was a ghost, il say it was a ghost!
Think everyone thought I was crazy when I found the secret hidden room which was just like a wall, how cool! I was excited as a kid who had just had his name mentioned on the TV, not often you find something like that, its like stumbling on a bomb shelter or a wasp nest!
Although I was the youngest by about 20 years, it was good and I had a real good laugh, mainly at the food.
And we should have won the quiz, I was on fire, it was like a quiz designed for me, all questions where something I knew a hell of a lot about, people must of thought I was a general knowledge freak! Excellent!
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Crap sticks! I got something for Valentines Day, even thou it was half a month late, maybe I shouldn’t count it! Psycho American girl sent me a cord necklace thingymabobby and a leather wrist thing. Gez I thought not going on myspace for a weeks would have put her off!
I do feel guilty that I haven’t sent her something as she has now sent me a cd,dvd and this. I did tell her not to as I wouldn’t! dam I only knew the girl for 5 days, must have made a good inmpression. Next I know she will be paying me a surprise visit! Ahhh if ive just jinxed myself! Sometimes rich! Its like to have a good thing something negative has to happen. Hope that’s not it in all cases! –
Good point :I did get my new t-shirt!
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It was the application form! But now it’s the presentation, why dammit cant I do it, I have to stop leaving things till last min! Its going to be done now!
Curry last night for Katherine’s leaving do! Was ace, started drinking at 5.30 although not much. Sometimes I love being the youngest in the team, drinks brought for me, all the stupid comments! Did get a bit embarrassed when Paul was talking about Lindas boobs (HUGE) to Linda and involved me in the conversation! Good job id been drinking, or id been as red as a tomato(I just typed cucumber before putting tomato).
Phil was his usual self, drunk and coming up with some of the coolest sayings, its outrageous!
Had another sleep walking/dream thing! Think it was Saturday night. Sempt so real, but I don’t know, basically there was a rabbit (but might have been a teddy. Bit foggy)on the floor in my room, just out of reach, went to catch it and it ran into my pile of rubbish and disappeared, in the morning the pile of rubbish was spread out like someone been through it. O dear!
Right back to presentation! I just cant do it!
Is this the job for me? Will I be able to really do it? What’s after this job if I decided to stay in it, and do i fail to go travelling? Is it a job I cant risk to loose…It was meant to be a temporary job where I have no worries while I decided what I really want to do, save money and have fun! This job has targets and other stresses. Have I really got a passion for this kind of work, I own 2 cars one of which consumes more fuel and pumps out more pollutants than an aeroplane! AND I went to looking for even worse one at the weekend (and it was beautiful)! I do cycle a bit to work, but is that enough, should I be cycling everywhere, only own one eco-friendly car, start recycling everything, put a wind turbine up outside and believe 4x4s are bad, If I get this new job il never have a land rover, but is that a bad thing! But I am starting to become this way, and I feel good that I am a person who is kinda making a difference to the environment, helping kids become more healthy and sustainable! Trying to get the message across! But is that because that’s the area my jobs in or is it actually me! I think it’s the job! But its becoming more me!
Stupid presentation starting to stress me out and its days away.
Taking my worries on other matters away a bit thou, im worrying so much lately, I feel bad, think I may have may have made someone’s life a bit complicated, and as they had poo days of late, not sure what why, maybe I presume why and I feel it is my fault! Worry worry worry! What else is there to do sometimes!
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Job Interview tomz!
Still have a lot to do!
Went shopping yesterday and spent way too much, I never ever spent so much on clothes!
Had a bit of a weird dream, I was cold I wore a t-shirt to bed, and in night I dreamt I took it off, and I did, maybe I was just hot and took it off and it semot like a dream….im not sure.
Told Moz at work abt them and he said u have dreams like that when u have things on your mind! Interview?other things?
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Im now a godparent, responsibility!
The weekend was a good one(ahhh text just made spill red wine on me, and the keyboard) 4 ! Took some stick! Lol! Then probally made it worse by going in, o what must they think of me!
Ahhhh, spilt it again! What the hell! Good job its old t-shirt.
Made a phone call.
Didn’t get the job, all that work and I didn’t get it, ah well a lesson learnt: listen to people when they give u advice on presentation! A scuba suit and the job probably have been mine!
Found another job maybe! More up my isle!
Gez this is my biggest post yet, gonna have to try and post more often!
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[Jan. 8th, 2007|06:55 pm] |
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Had a strange one the other night, I think I was sleep walking, but I kinda remember it all very well, might have been a strange dream(but cant have been): I just remember waking up and had been told by someone(think in my dream) that someone needed my duvet! So I remember folding it up and leaving outside my door, then i went on a search for a replacement, all I could find was towels, which wouldn’t do! Think I searched for a few mins(and I remember being freezing walking around in my boxers) In the end I decided screw them im keeping my duvet they can have it when they get here, and went back to bed. I remember putting duvet over me and it was upside down!! In the morning I woke and my duvet was upside down so it must have all happened!
Year of 2006
It’s a good job I started doing this journal business or id have forgot most things ive done this year.
And its been an ok year! Its never perfect as there’s plenty of things I could have done, or wanted to happen, but that’s life.
Not made any new years resolutions, don’t want to make something stupid that im not going to stick to, like I will sign up at a gym and go once a week! I might make one part way through the year, if I think of anything good.
Had to go into work for 2 days over Christmas was really boring, no one else was in and made me really fed up of work, made me think what am I going to do with my life. Since that day that’s all ive thought about at work and when at home with nothing to do, in fact im now searching the net for possible careers!
Ive always enjoyed science so that’s what im looking at. Think maybe I shouldn’t have taken forensic science and took something more sciencey, forensic science sounds cool, but its mainly all techniques and looking at things, want something where I use my brain more, exciting and interesting! And don’t fancy being stuck in a lab all the time.
Think I fancy some kinda of research/conservation job to do with reptiles or something to do with the sea. Should have done marine biology!!!!!!!!
Maybe I should just go back to uni and do it! BUT at the end I could be in the same situation, but I not sure what else I want to do.
Im sure my aim/purpose in life will come to me one day(hope its cool).
Think im just going through a sucks to be me time, it is winter and the nights/mornings are dull/nasty and im stuck in doors bored! and haven’t had a ounce of snow. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2006|01:20 am] |
So just posted a post with many posts in which I never got round to posting.
It is Christmas Day “merry Christmas everyone”, Well actually its 15 minutes past, but still feels like Christmas day.
Tried catching the Fat man in a red suit again AND guess what: failed again! I had a combination of 5 Santa trip wires, infraRED cameras, delicious mince pies and carrot(incase Rudolph was not waiting outside), pressure pads set at his exact weight, and Special anti Santa-escapable nets from ebay! Thought id have caught him, But NO! got past them all, AGAIN! Gez its like hes not real, or he watched exactly where me and dad put the traps! (maybe dads telling him where we put all traps). Next year hes mine, going to train a monkey with nightvision to wake me when he appears! Its fool proof!!
Anyway!
All though Christmas day never seems to feel that that special, it does feel unique! Nice having the family around which does make it special. Grandparents just sleep after an hour and im watching tv and playing with my new things trying not to wake them! I got a bit grumpy today when everyone was talking in the most important bit of Chronicles of Narnia, and left the room in a huff!
The remote control mini helicopter I got didn’t work which SUCKS! Blaming the Fat Man for that one!
Best part of the day was Mamma(gran) opening the chris moyle biography someone brought me and reading a bit: She said “ooo this is a bit rude richard ”! “Why that” She then pointed at the line “I DON’T GIVE A FUCKING SHITE.SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Her face was priceless!
The problem is that there’s just not enough excitement once the presents have been opened, im just sat in allday watching tv, eating and thinking what to do.
Build upto Christmas has been good!
Wednesday Works Fuddle!
I made a non-alcoholic punch, which everyone loved! I didnt drink any as I was to busy trying to get alcoholic drinks as I was determined to be the first person drunk at work, But failed as I ate too much and didn’t feel like drinking.
Thursday – Works meal
Got a Christmas hat in the Secret Santa (how original) Nothing exciting happened!
Few of us left work and went down the hill for some drinks! I drank a lot but didn’t feel drunk, I think the atmosphere was wrong to many old people and it didn’t feel exciting!
Friday- Last day of work
Went to work with a bit of a hang over! Bacon cob soon cured me! Played a bit of crazy golf in the office which was fun, I didn’t really take part thou!
Went out with possy, was Good night I Drank a lot again :got 6 people in a phone box, I had to sit on everyone’s heads to make it possible, met my old friend jonny who id not seen in a few years, hit the pav partied to some cool pav tunes, mat lost his car keys so we left.
(Really stunk in the morning)
Sat- Christmas EVE EVE
Did my Christmas shopping, was a bit busy, don’t like shopping, and don’t like shopping on my own so wasn’t my favourite shopping experience.
Evening came and it was the Pole Down, I once again drank a lot. I went as a star this year, was another wikid night. Made a cool film (waiting for my Oscar), it is the craziest cool film ever produced, A cast of Jesus, Santa , Scrooge , The Ice Queen, Tiny Tim, The grinch and many more: making the most thrilling Christmas murder ever, will be in the youtube top 10 soon for sure soon.
Annie had to go to hospital to have her chin reattached (only kidding, just a nasty cut to be glued) after rob dropped her on the floor, and he said he didn’t feel guilty (I would have) he said its her fault for getting drunk and not covering her face as she landed! What!?! He still threw her!
Some poo face kept me up till 5.30, but! Its ok I enjoy chatting and wasn’t that tired AND I was setting a record which in the morning I was told was broken! Grrrrr
Sun- Christmas Eve
Was woken by the little guy at 9.30 as requested, spent 5 mins talking to him(felt kinda sorry for him as I had morning after alcohol stinky breath) after he left went back to bed for a hour.
Did a bit more shopping, then Kicked gems ass at tabletop football, and won the bet! that was made at the pole down, she had to now do something embarrassing at the pub crawl later! but she wasn’t feeling to well(self inflicted hangover,tut) and would have been nasty to make her do something embarrassing , I also kinda forgot about it too! Sang Christmas Carols at the pub, and headed home to finish off Project Catch Santa C!
Now its boxing day in about 8 hour i will be up, and probally having another none exciting but unique day, Might go a walk, might not! Will need to do something or it will giga suck to be me!
Right Im going to bed!
And santa if your reading this, Il get you next year!!! |
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[Dec. 26th, 2006|12:12 am] |
Ahhhh, beaten!!!!! Ive swam 10 breaststroke event in the last year and have only lost one which I expected to loose. So don’t count!!, But my unbeaten run has just been taken away by a nemesis. That’s its full training AGAIN! Not getting beaten again this year!
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I think Swimming is the only thing keeping me going………. And guess what in a few week the pool shuts, Yup typical Me situation!! All I feel like doing at mo is swimming too, just helping me let stress out big style, and as its dark nights and no one up for owt exciting just seems to be stress building up.
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Been giga shit month! Miss u Dadda!
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My last posts, saved in a word document named doc2, but I never posted it as I never finished them fully do to distractions or I was sad, grumpy and the rest!
Its only now I feel half alive again, which is nova good!!!! Still striving for just over half alive thou, but not fully alive, as it would be a bad thing as I would have quit my job, and done something crazy and stupid!
Surf weekend was excellent!!. First thing we did when we arrived was hit the pub,,,,,I can only remember about 1 hour of the night as I consumed my usual beer consumption in what felt like an hour! My brain hated me when I woke, but liked the sombrero someone had placed on me!
Took my new board for a spin, was lovely, equivalent to riding a aged caddy, me and lighty surfed for ages, making a pact to surf till it was dark. Which we accomplished.
We then headed to carters for a drink then to the oyster catcher, back to carters, once again back to the oyster catcher then to the beech for some beers and to let off smurf’s super fireworks(which woke everyone in a 10mile radius), then back to carters for our final visit (were I made the coolest £1 jukebox selection in history, The Who stole it) Then finally went back to the oyster catcher. Slept like a sloth on sleeping pills!
Once again surfed with a hangover, me and lighty took things to a new level being the only ones in the sea, and trick of the day was when i jumped on to his board when he fell off(Kelly slater here I come)!!!!
Was BRILL, such a cool weekend, everyones just super cool there. debating seeing if I can get a job down there, but not sure.
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Chronic stomach got 2 hours sleep and was rolling in pain for most of the day and night! 3rd time ive had it. Really pissing me off, cos I hate being ill and I have no idea wats causing it(something I keep eating that I shouldn’t, or maybe drinking too much sea water). O and worst thing was I missed the last swimming session of the year because of it!! And we were playing water polo. Giga sucks to be me! And Its club gala on Sunday, I best be better!
OOO just got Chris Cornell’s album, rocks!
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Club Gala, ive entered the masters this year for the breast, I decided my names on trophy enough and its time to let someone younger win, and cos 50m easier than 100m---- I won the masters by over 10secs, some old guy thought I did fly I was travelling that fast.
Also did 100m Free, I led all the way till the last 15m then managed to come forth, did a 58, so not to bad, loved the race, knew I wasn’t going to win, and knew id be making a few people panic when I was out in front. Bad side to the day was the pain I felt after the free, decided to sit in the shower as my legs didn’t work.
9/12
Last speedo league of the year! Been training in dinnertime to keep fit since training stopped! I fell all ready! O GOD, NOT HIM! Why the hell is he swimming! Grr the person who beat me in the county champs. Needed a Plan! And I had one: instead of pelting the first 50m I will stay him and then go for it second 50m! Plan failed, but only just, was 10th of a sec behind. Enjoyed it thou, my favourite race of the year!
We kicked as in the last open free relay, won by half a length and as a result didn’t get relegated. |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2006|02:23 am] |
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Its 2am I must be lonely.
Surfing weekend. Was Beer, was waves, was crazy people, I was the youngest by a way, a few crazy antics(not enough for my likeing), and there was no pot(im surprised)……
Got up Saturday and surfed caught some cool waves. Then surfed again in the evening till it was dark, even better waves. Some dick had a mardy in the sea, was WIKID.
Met with phils surfer pals, all a bit on the crazy side, think they all like me thou. one was hot 30 something year old surf chick, think she liked me: very chatty towards me, she wanted to know if I wanted to borrow her other board, then later asked if I (just me)wanted to join her to some party, her age scared me , and I reclined.
Got up: was told I missed a wikid party that went on till the early hours, ( GGGRRR we sat and drank beer watching tv, think I should have gone to the party, I always make the wrong choice) had breakfast and surfed again, had a go on a £600 surf board, I prayed not to hit it and jumped off early incase I took it too shallow and hit sand. Was good! Also got hit by a 2 boards within abt 2 minutes both on the same spot on my funny bone, Not very funny at all!!
Was A cool weekend, hope to surf again soon.
As well as phil from work there was rob and his partner from work, I don’t have a problem at all with gays, but he was moaning and picking on peoples dress sense /hair/anything all the time. And I don’t mind if people say “cool” and “good stuff” every other sentence so stop moaning abt it to me!!!! I should just tell people to shut up sometimes instead of putting up with mind numbing drabble. And no I don’t like kyle, I wouldn’t wear that, it’s a bass not a guitar, and I like the word “cool”.
Surfing rocks!!!!!
Its 2.15am I still must be lonely. |
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[Sep. 28th, 2006|06:42 pm] |
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Haha
Once again im here,
“Life has its ups and downs” he said, after I showed the egg sized/shaped lump on my forehead from jumping into the car before the door was fully open, right on the corner of the door, the bloody worst bit!! think I was out cold for 5 seconds… “my life has a few ups and more downs, well that’s my opinion” …. Proven by the fact the lump decided to have a spot on it, gez a swollen lump with a big spot on it, that sums it all up, just looks like planet sized spot.
Got into a fight with the scanner again today, I won, but the bastard decided start squeaking every time it scanned, and I had to scan 100 surveys, “squeak” “squeak” every 5 seconds for what sempt like a day, It got its revenge!!!!
There probably right my life would make an interesting film, but it would have to be from my point of view to be at its best like a first person shooter. It could be half proper film and half cartoon when it looked into my brain at what I was thinking. The life of me. How would it start? What would it focus on, it would have to involve a drunken moment, a stupid painful moment, one of my great ideas, one of those boring moments where I decide to just day dream, one of my conversations with the scanner (maybe the reincarnation one, I still don’t understand why he wants to come back as a Hoover). Just my life in general and how sometimes it sucks! How would it end? At the moment I cant see there being a classic happy ending.
Started back training, O lord why did I even have a break, doing a hard swimming session for the first time in a few months should be used as a torture in hell. And found out im the 93rd fastest 19 and over age group 50metre breaststroker in the uk!!!! I am proud! I’m gonna see if by February I can get in the 70s, not impossible as long as we start doing more breaststroke training. Instead of FREE FREE FREE
Decided to go surfing for the weekend with surfer Phil, his surfing friends (who sound crazier than phil) and a few others from work, Hope it to be good. Waves, beer, probably pot, Crazy people, crazy antics and being the youngest by about a millennium should make it a good weekend.
Possy out! |
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[Sep. 10th, 2006|12:43 am] |
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learnt to kinda play over the rainbow.
Work has tried to drive me crazy! How dare they place 20metre high scaffolding in the office! It’s a giant climbing frame,,,,, and how can I play on it! I CUFFING CANT!!!! It has been the sole distraction of the week, just imagining myself climbing it! Maybe a fire evacuation could be the answer, or I sneak a fake cat up, and say its stuck so have to rescue it. AND to make the work experience worse there’s some new kid started in far side of office and he’s deffo younger than me, meaning im no longer the youngest. GRRRRDIGGAS. Other than those two irritating things, its not been that bad; ppl to have a laugh with and chat to and getting some pennies in, better than being bored at sat at home, I think.
Went super fast down hill and over a dippy thing in car, car left the floor, was actually really stupid thing todo! Gave me a good rush thou and butterflies, was shaking for a while. Not had that feeling in ages now so was wikid, need more but safer somehow!
Made a new song today (flibblery flobberly flo) with a dance for the little C, needs some more work thou.
Gez need to find more cool things todo.
Eyes weakening, yawning uncontrollable, head dipping. Must stay awake, I refuse to fall asleep.ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz |
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| Want to dance round a fire! |
[Sep. 4th, 2006|11:12 pm] |
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A sad day, one of the people who I would most like to meet got killed by a stingray, a 1 in a million chance. Steve Irwin. A Conservationist, with so much care for the planet, someone who I imagine was always smiling and full of energy, enthusiasm, always happy and excited. Never knew him, but feel like I did.
A good weekend of surf, infact my best weekend of surfing ever, was a bit messy and a lot of white water, but I was taking control, Me and Lighty had a wave competition only counted when we caught the same wave that ended up at 7-7, probally the most waves we both caught together.(gez plus the other waves, I recon I caught more waves than I didn’t catch)…. Best wave of the day the idiot pulled my leash cos he fell!!! (I still got the point)
Wrote "Rich says hi" Massive in the sand could just see it from the pub way off! Also wrote "poo"
Night out in Plymouth was cool, but nothing really exciting happened, think it was as we were so tired, and we got out at 11.30 or maybe it did and I was to drunk to remember. Smurf also told the same story 4 times over the weekend to someone different, and each time it changed slightly, a bit added to it or the wording changed, each time it got a bit more dramatic….. Lighty and I found it secretly amusing!
Few more days down there would have been cooler, sempt rushed; need more time in plym, on the coast and in the sea. Love the atmosphere. Going have to try Croyd as its meant to have best surfer atmosphere ever! Want to spend a night or at least a late night on the beach too, chilling with a beer, running around. Its either the sea or the sand one of them just drives me crazy.
Saw a wikid graffiti sprayed van on way home!
Back to the boring working life! |
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[Aug. 31st, 2006|02:01 am] |
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2 posts in a day, not looking good
Not been too bad since last post, escaped from the house for a while, read nearly magazine in tesco then brought one magazine, got some dinner. Helped dad and granddad out with a few things, time flew past, went to pub played pool, came home and sat here.
Tomorrow is not going to be boring, point blank, full stop, and all that malarkey. I will find something exciting todo!
Maybe the cure is doing something risky, get the good old adrenaline rushing. Not done anything where I can get in trouble in ages, I think was avoiding it as I thought I wanted to go in police, and decided to not mess around too much, incase I did something which got my name taken. But I think im stuck in that mode now, and cant get out. Maybe its just because im getting older, more sensible, however, I may have just not had the opportunity.
Im missing something at times at the moment,
· Don’t think its my imagination or way I think,
· maybe its not being free all the time(first time in fulltime job, but it keeps me not bored, normally things to do and people to talk to; so don’t think its that),
· maybe its cos ive not got a real aim at the moment and not sure what I want to do, but I do know really; want to work and play, do the things you can only do at this age and save money to go travelling for a good while, come back get a cool non boring rewarding job(fireman or explorer(dream job)).
· Maybe its excitement and adventure
· Maybe im getting older and less of a kid, don’t like that (nah not that)
Whatever it is, it can kiss my ass, cos its annoying!
Right giga terra nova tired, sleeping now! |
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[Aug. 30th, 2006|12:09 pm] |
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Cracker jacks or prairie dogs.
Fairy dust or pixie powder
Pirate’s grog or sailors rum
Devils fires or dragons rage.
To say or not to say
To do or not to do.
Is everything pre-decided? do I leave everything upto fate? Or do I choose my own path? Is the path I choose just fate anyway?
That’s is the first thing that came into my head! Don’t have a clue what means! Think Ive been ready google daily horoscope to much lately.
RUN TO THE HILLS was on Sunday, full of VW Campers and beetles, It was £7.50 PER PERSON to get, like hell I was paying that, so me and mum snuck in through a different gate that I knew about, brilliant!! That’s the highlight of my break so far.
Brought a skateboard, which is the biggest pile of poo poo every, its runs fine, but can it turn! CAN IT!,No it bloody cant! only good for firewood!
Ron’s back ache curse still there abit, but better, think I should be ok for some darting about.
Boredom is now once again running too close for comfort. This is the reason I didn’t want to use any annual leave when I had nothing to do, im just sat at home as bored as a living clock, just watching the ticking the seconds past.
Right Putting the thinking cap on, leaving the house, fresh air, different sounds, and things to see, and best go get some food before my belly eats me from the inside. I don’t want that! |
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[Aug. 26th, 2006|01:48 pm] |
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Way hey,
Life as we know it is a bore.
Plans fade like a photo in a frame,
Can I ask for anymore,
I doubt it in this game.
Way hey.
Does one think, if the devil is mention too much, that one is destined to meet him one day. If so I best shut up with talking of the red-hot horned demon!!!! But Dam it’s so just a good word, “DEVIL”.
I not wrote in here, since my first mad journal spree, it proves im not addicted, lifes complete now*( I wish).
So much has happened, I think, but cant remember that much! (maybe I should write in here more so I remember things)-
· Smurf back, gez I forgot how much he can talk about himself, he is going to see the devil, he will cause WW3!
· Paved it twice, danced on a drive to 99 red balloons, didn’t complete full song thou, it rocked thou.
· Tested to see how high I could drop a pool cue on my head, ben helped, left with a few bumps on my head and im probably down on a few brain cells, but enjoyed in a strange way
· Met a 95year old magician, first real fellow magician ive ever met, I really enjoyed talking about secrets. He might have some old magic books for me, I hope so. Made me feel like I should go for the magic circle audition.
· Got cursed at work:: Ron-“don’t slouch you will get back ache”, me- “don’t be stupid ron” Ron- “we will see”….. Hour later my back is killing, killing for last 3 days, couldn’t sleep cos of it. RON CURSED ME WITH BACK ACHE!!! Note to self- listen to Ron from now on!
· Went to Bridlington, was gonna be a surfing trip to scarbourgh, but it kinda failed! No worries, as there will be more opportunities later as the swells pick up. Brid Brought back memories.
· Rob at work, back from china, went through all his photos, all looked wikid, I really want to go to Hong Kong, looks so futuristic and cool. But as my rule of life has it, I probally wont get opportunity. (gez sometimes im so negative)
· Been giga bored, so pulled the cards out again, learned a few new tricks and took things to another level, blaine here I come!
· AND just the usual pub/football and Frisbee, which I love, its all exercise, friends, fun and keeps the cloud of boredom away, that lingers so close. But I think I need more excitement every so often.
· I know there is more stuff ive done, some probally as fun and good but these are all I remember at the mo.
I see it as being a boring bank holiday and I have wed/thurs/fri off too, disaster, everyones doing something, everyone has something to do other than me, Ive been told I can join in special events, but 3 is a crowd and it’s a special time for them, a year passed so quick, with new little additions, I will let them be. I will find something to do, I hope.
Might go buy a skateboard and play around on that, not been on a proper one in a while. Or might, practice magic, juggling, guitar, poi, or something new, for something todo, there has to be something I can do to keep myself not bored. This is helping, but soon I will run out of things to type. There maybe a friend not upto much, but they might be happy being not upto much and I feel id be a pest if I asked them if they where free, or up for something.
I think il go and see Grandad, hes not been well again this last week, think his cancer is getting worse, but I don’t like talking about it. I don’t like seeing him ill and I don’t think he likes me seeing him ill. I think il go get the go-kart out, he likes watching me trash his fields. Maybe go show a few new tricks ive learnt.
Ive listen to a lot of random tunes while typing this, and its strange how songs can really mean things to you and how there lyrics seem to be connect with your life.
Songs really can make you think about life, make you dream of life, and make you smile with memorys they bring, Isnt music great!
Right ive rambled enough. Time to find something todo! |
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[Aug. 11th, 2006|12:12 am] |
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Home from pub, Dad just told my great auntie past away, I knew she was really ill and probally wouldn’t make it through the night, but you always hope for the best!
Shes been ill for a while and really ill these last few days and I knew tonight was touch and go. and when someones like that, it plagues your mind alot, I try to think of different things/get it off my mind but most of the night its all I could think about. Now shes past away the plaguing kinda gone and kinda filled with a sadness but kinda weird as its feels better that the plaguing is gone, hard to explain.
Its sad to know il never see her again, but she suffered from alkzemas and not been her real self for years now, last time I went she didn’t even know who I was. and its hard to remember wat she was really like. But you always remember certain things and one was being chase with a snow shovel and swatting flies for abt an hour with her! And she once chased a burglar down the road in her pyjamas!
Hate feeling sad! But its something that happens, and will happen again!
Need a cheer me up, a cuddle would be nice. Tomorrows a new day, and im sure il feel a better. |
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